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04 December 2009 @ 02:33 pm
Nick
yo quinn just wanted to stay ur probly one of the best human being in the world, thats being siad i gotta go figure out whats goin on tonight with some ppl, ttyl
Quinn
Awwwww, nick
that's so sweet
thank you
He is such a sweet kid.
I'm too much on the subject of me, talking to people lately.
lk;adjfklej
yo quinn just wanted to stay ur probly one of the best human being in the world, thats being siad i gotta go figure out whats goin on tonight with some ppl, ttyl
Quinn
Awwwww, nick
that's so sweet
thank you
He is such a sweet kid.
I'm too much on the subject of me, talking to people lately.
lk;adjfklej
03 December 2009 @ 10:14 am
01 December 2009 @ 03:09 pm
Last night on my way home, that song came on, and I started to think. I thought about how it was the only song that could make Alex Beattie cry. I thought about the Grange, and how much I miss the shows and the bands. I thought about Matty Bags, before the leukemia. I thought about that song he wrote about me, and how he's impacted my life. I thought about how Amanda Quinn and how we hated each other, but now we've grown to love each other, although we don't talk much anymore. I thought about how everyone there felt like home.
No matter how much I miss them, those days will never come back. Those days are so far gone. I need to make the best of it and appreciate memories while they come and after they go.
28 November 2009 @ 12:04 pm
I realized today:
That it's not enough to know every spot to make me feel,
or to make me feel all the things I've never felt and have no emotions attached,
or to want to know all my secrets and to want to figure out what makes me feel and what makes me me,
or to be my amazing best friend, to care about me more than anyone else does, but nothing else.
I realized today:
that I can't make you be what I want you to be, and that you will never be what I need,
though I do need you in my life, I realized that none of you will ever love me the way that I love you,
and that I need to let you go. Especially my best friend.
I realized today:
that I love way too much, and while I never want to stop, because that would change me, I need to stop letting it hurt me.
I need to learn how to love but not let it consume me.
That it's not enough to know every spot to make me feel,
or to make me feel all the things I've never felt and have no emotions attached,
or to want to know all my secrets and to want to figure out what makes me feel and what makes me me,
or to be my amazing best friend, to care about me more than anyone else does, but nothing else.
I realized today:
that I can't make you be what I want you to be, and that you will never be what I need,
though I do need you in my life, I realized that none of you will ever love me the way that I love you,
and that I need to let you go. Especially my best friend.
I realized today:
that I love way too much, and while I never want to stop, because that would change me, I need to stop letting it hurt me.
I need to learn how to love but not let it consume me.
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